Nebulas

“My art is grounded in the belief of one universal energy which runs through everything: from insect to man, from man to spectre, from spectre to plant from plant to galaxy. My works are the irrigation veins of this universal fluid. Through them ascend the ancestral sap, the original beliefs, the primordial accumulations, the unconscious thoughts that animate the world”― From the artist statement of cubana artist/ ancestor Ana Mendieta

"To finally recognize our own invisibility is to finally be on the path toward visibility. Invisibility is not a natural state for anyone." -Mitsuye Yamada from “Invisibility Is An Unnatural Disaster: Reflections of an Asian American Woman”

My fascination with nebulas was born from a 2013 trip to Vieques, the same trip that sparked my determination to move to Puerto Rico, which I did exactly a year later. Vieques marks an axis between my political artworks, my first pregnancy and the loss of my brother. At this axis, contemplations on liberation consider life, living, surviving, being, existing, thriving, transcending. 

Birthing at home, un-medicated, anchored in an intense, raw, physical state, spirit soaring beyond this plane, taught me to see through the nebulous. In the famed bay of Vieques’ bioluminescent waters, I was captivated by plasma, swirls of light as liquid matter as in lightning, the aurora and cosmic nebulas. The latter allow me to experiment with the visual essence of fluido, the universal fluid or light energy flowing through spirits, physical life and celestial bodies--a concept central to my espiritismo faith. The above quote by Ana Mendieta is a powerful example of this. I generally reserve my nebula portraits for images of ancestors, those who have passed and exist for us in spirit form.

Nebulas become a visual metaphor for existing between Earth and beyond; the space between dying and being born; living between two lands; being born a citizen to a nation in which you have no real representation. As in the Mitsuye Yamada quote above, “invisibility is not a natural state…” Nebulas are metaphors for the nebulous political state of Puerto Rico and for reclaiming and reaffirming visibility for a people rendered invisible by colonialism. In the fluid, nebulous in-between, like the water that flows between the land my parents were born on and the one I was born on but left, I find the answer: transcendence.  

Black Lives Matter

After the death of George Floyd, I drew his image as a red, black and green nebula on black paper. Working with these colors, I reference Marcus Garvey’s colors of black liberation. Together with yellow/ gold, as in the flags of so many African republics, they also happen to be the colors of the common firefly/ luciérnaga.

Mas Allá de la Luna

As a play on Juan Antonio Corretjer’s poem, Boricua en la luna (Puerto Rican on the Moon), my series Más allá de la luna (Beyond the Moon) considers liberation beyond colonialism and political borders. It envisions spiritual liberation beyond this Earth. Puerto Rican freedom fighters, who have suffered through exile, incarceration, torture and death are reinterpreted as interstellar nebulas. The blue and red of Puerto Rico's flag are represented as gases in nebulas reflecting the light of stars. Blue is viewed in space when there is a high concentration of oxygen and red is present when hydrogen is more prevalent. Depicting these gases and their corresponding colors in the cosmos, I reference the water that comprises 3/4s of this Earth and 3/4s of our human bodies. The purpose is to imbue the flag with an expanded spiritual, universal significance. Nationhood is essentially an expression of what we all seek: connectivity in humanity and liberation. This isn’t to suggestion that liberation can only come with death; this a call to consider our expansive selves beyond this confined realm, as spirits whose energy and reach goes well beyond the physical spaces and present realities we embody.

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